It is actually 1:15am and my eyes that should be flat shut are wide open and there is no resemblance of sleep coming anytime soon. In the present state of not sleeping i have combed through my thoughts and i have actually found that i am actually awake to so many things as regards my life.
The last few years have unfortunately been filled with pains, decision making, eye opening and soul searching but above all it has led me to this night and i am Awake. My life so far have been one where struggle for so many things right down to having faithful friends around me who choose to want to associate with me based on how hard i prove myself to them, or struggle to get the finest things the heart desire but above all i push myself so hard to the point where i detest the thing called first position, mine is no matter how long it takes i would get what i want.
I had detested blogspot.com for a long while and even though i have my domain name www.olumidejegede.com up and running i have not been able to conclude talks with someone who would help me design the website so i would whine a lot from my heart, type what i see works and give suggestions but i need you to follow me on this journey and see why i say i am awake and i need an outlet. I would try the best of my ability to give post steadily no matter how boring or short or long it is but it would always be from my heart. So this is the first post of more to come its going to be a bitter, sweet, soul searching journey from a highly imperfect man to an imperfect world.
Oj is AWAKE
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